1. |
Back Row
04:15
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There seems to be more than just one listening
isn't it strange how they let you in
time after time a reckless storm drowns you out
isn't it strange how you fall back in
but wait, spring does have a way of showing change
I believe that somethings got to give
hiding is not the way you want to live
oh we never stood a chance in the back row
we couldn't even see, we didn't even know
one step could lift some weight off our shoulders
add muscle to the bone this pain doesn't have to grow
you hit a wall then brought your books to the park
isn't it strange how you let them in
there every day, a perfect patch in the shade
isn't it strange how you blend right in
today there is something that you need to say
many years of standing in a pit
kept you from the life you wanna live
Oh we never stood a chance in the back row
we couldn't even see, we didn't even know
one step could lift some weight off our shoulders
gain muscle to the bone, this pain doesn't have to grow
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2. |
Another Interview
02:59
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In a half an hour i'll try to prove myself to you
prepping in the shower to sweat through an interview
maybe I'm grown maybe i'm good maybe you wish I wouldn't bother
maybe I'm great and qualified maybe I'll end up like my father
no don't go in this state of mind
I wait a little longer next to a mark on the floor
and lean into a cushion until you open the door
maybe i'm grown maybe i'm good maybe you wish I wouldn't bother
maybe i'm great and qualified maybe i'll end up like my father
no don't go in this state of mind
oh I know the reason will vary
why I am not quite like the cherry you pick
I collect the pits
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3. |
Grow Inside
02:19
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Looking at whats left
do you even understand why you ran so fast
how it fell right through your hands
forcing it down then acting out
maybe you'll change your life to like the things that grow inside
almost had a fresh start
are you gonna fall apart or make believe you're still there
with the clothes you used to wear
forcing it down then acting out
maybe you'll change your mind to like the things that grow inside
on and on you wait for some kind of update
you're not gonna lay here
now you know it helps to paint
and if you have to stay here
make the most out of the day
forcing it down, messing around
maybe you'll change your life to like the things that grow inside
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4. |
No Good Day
02:55
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I've been hurting holding back
every muscle turned to stone
bought your lotions tried your creams
spent my money on a pair of jeans
starting to lose myself
how do you love yourself now
starting to lose myself
how do you ask for help now
on this no good day
I was ready to go off
now i sit here on the floor
wont you tell me that I'm fine
say the new me is so much better
starting to lose myself
how do you love yourself now
starting to lose myself
how do you ask for help now
I spent the morning dreaming
and night to pull apart
an overwhelming feeling
not knowing what I want
I'll work it out tomorrow and even make the bed
for now the days stuck here instead
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5. |
Speck of Dust
03:18
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Star light wishing every night
most don't really understand what you have to say
I don't know anyone like you, you don't know anyone like me
no you don't like it here on earth, oh you're such a punk
maybe you get along with me because you're a punk
but you would be much happier as a speck of dust
yeah you can only be yourself if you're not one of us
this don't make me wanna leave
you open me up to change in the best of ways
I think I understand you, I know I love you even more
No you don't like it here on earth, oh you're such a punk
and my Mum thinks the best of you, oh you're sucha punk
yeah you would be much happier as a speck of dust
but everything you ever do is something I can trust
I hope you stick around, I need you now
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6. |
When You Call
03:01
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Why is it hard, so hard to see that we disagree
you find it hard, hard to believe that I cannot speak
Yes I know some people believe anything you tell them
why is it hard, so hard to see
that being your baby means pushing myself to the ground
when you call, swear to God
Maybe I'm wrong for pushing you out we're both older now
I think the guilt won't leave you alone
and losing your baby is pulling you down to the ground
when you call
swear to God
No I don't have an answer
I'm thinking about it
No I don't have an answer for you
I'm thinking about it
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7. |
Our Own Hands
02:56
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Every day I think of you
wondering what you're listening to
we're stepping over every crack
like I'm going back
don't pull away you're giving it some time and space
don't let it fade you're giving it some time and space
don't fall away we're giving it some time and space
never again ignore your heart
it can be taken anytime
I do not recognize myself
am I ever going back?
Yeah it's hard to look at
don't you want to understand
I know it's hard to look at but I love
everything we made with our own hands
don't pull away you're giving it some time and space
don't let it fade you're giving it some time and space
don't fall away we're giving it some time and space
Yeah it's hard to look at
don't you want to understand
I know it's hard to look at but I love
everything we made with our own hands
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8. |
Real Love
02:29
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In the moment it feels like forever
deep in a pit that you cannot describe
digging for pictures you want to remember
still no apology, time passes by
but you wait for it
and disappoint yourself
yeah you wait for it
for a broken shell
feeling abandoned will boil and bubble
this is the year that you learn how to drive
build a career and safe distance from trouble
still no apology, time passes by
but you wait for it
and disappoint yourself
yeah you wait for it
for a broken shell
you wait for it
don't wait on them
you know they don't deserve you
you deserve real love
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Cammy Enaharo Rochester, New York
Cammy Enaharo is a singer-songwriter from Rochester, NY whose songs move through self doubt and daily reflection to reveal her hopeful spirit. She paints, creates displays with flowers she’s preserved, and records music in various styles including indie-folk and pop. ... more
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